Letâs be honest. Most of us still believe the body is the main character
in the story⌠in the dream. We talk about Oneness (we are all One), about spiritual truth (repeating âIâm not a body, Iâm freeâ ten times a day), about forgiveness (itâs all an illusion)⌠but deep down, we still think we are a body.
We point to our reflection and say: âThis is me.â
We compare our bodies to others. We try to heal them, fix them, improve them, maintain them, spiritualize them⌠and call that awakening.
But in A Course in Miracles, thereâs a sentence that hit me like a small thunderbolt:
âTo identify with the body is to attack yourself.â
(T-8.VIII.1:5)
So the moment I point to the body in the mirror and say âmeââŚ
Iâm attacking ?
ACIM says : yes! You are attacking yourself, because you
choose illusions over truth. You limit yourself, give yourself boundaries,
you make yourself become a symbol of separation.
And when I identify with that symbolâŚwhen I call it me
Iâm saying: I am not You (Mind)âŚI am not SpiritâŚI am this thing with a name and a story and a skin.
And then the ego gets to work. I get sick. I get tired. I get old.
I feel guilt, and call it back pain.
I feel fear, and call it a tight chest.
And I secretly hope that if I just fix the body⌠everything will be okay again.
The Course doesnât shame us for this.
But it also doesnât let us off the hook.
It says:
âIf you are sick, how can you object to the egoâs firm belief that you are not invulnerable?â
(T-8.VIII.3:3)
Ouch. ![]()
So sickness becomes ego-proof. Proof that I am a body. Proof that Iâm vulnerable. Proof that separation must be real: look, it hurts!
(Okay, I know, this sounds harsh. But what if, just for one minute, we stop resisting it⌠and just try it on as truth).
Acim continues and says : âŚit is a set up!
The ego doesnât just use the body. It uses it to fight against the MindâŚthe real Mind. Why? Because the Mind holds the power to undo the ego completely.
So what does the ego do?
âThe ego uses the body to conspire against your Mind.â
(T-8.VIII.4:1)
It recruits the body as its little soldier. Then it whispers: âThis is you.
This is where you begin and end.â
And because we believe itâŚwe protect it, decorate it, defend its feelings, and spiritualize its story.
And all the while, the ego is clapping:
âPerfect. As long as you believe youâre the body, youâll never look for the truth.â
So again, Itâs a setup.
And we fall for itâŚnot because weâre evil, but because weâre confused.
We donât have to hate the body, or âtranscendâ it, or punish it, or heal it obsessively. We just have to stop calling it Me.
Thatâs all.
Because the moment we stop defending it as our identityâŚ
we can finally hear the gentle truth thatâs been waiting underneath all along. And here it comes and yes repeat it ten times a day:
âI am not a body. I am free. I am still as God created me.â
(W-199)
When I see that in me, I start to recognize it in you, and the space between us begins to melt. Thatâs where Oneness truly begins.
Not in theory. Not in nice quotes. But in the holy moment I stop being this body⌠and start remembering what I really am.
With love and light,
G.