
That moment when you want to say something⌠but you swallow it.
Because youâre afraid it might sound silly or you fear someone might reject you or you think thereâs something wrong with you.
And thatâs exactly the voice of the egoâŚthe one that wants to keep you small and convince you that love isnât meant for you.
Shame whispers: âBetter not say it. Stay quiet. Donât let anyone see who you really are.â
And so, we close our mouths.
But in that silence, the feeling of being disconnected often grows.
As if thereâs a wall inside us,
when really⌠that wall is made entirely of thoughts.
Sometimes, this feeling shows up even on the spiritual path.
There are people who study A Course in Miracles in silence, not because they donât believe in it, but because something in them whispers:
âWhat if I share this and they think Iâm strange or worse âmadâ?â
âWhat if they start asking and I donât give the right answer?
âWhat if they start laughing about me?â
But this, too, is just another veil.
You donât need to speak perfectly, or convince anyone.
Even the desire to express whatâs true is already a spark of awakening.
And you can trust that when the moment is right, your words will come gently, honestly, without shame.
A Course in Miracles invites us to look right through the shame.
Not by pushing it away, but by seeing it for what it is: a simple mistake in perception.
We confuse a fleeting thought or a moment of behaviour with who we really are. But who we truly are cannot fail, cannot fall short, and has nothing to be ashamed of.
Think of a child learning to walk.
It falls. It stumbles. It tries again.
No one says: âWhat a failure! How embarrassing!â
On the contrary, we laugh. We cheer.
Thatâs how the Holy Spirit sees us: with kindness, no judgment, and a gentle smile.
So shame is really just a veil we pull over our own light.
A veil that hides nothing⌠except in our perception.
And once weâre willing to step back and let Him lead the way
weâll see that there was never anything wrong.
Our words, our actions, even our âmistakesââŚthey were only
dream-attempts.
They donât touch our True Self.
And maybe we can even laugh about it.
Because shame is really the egoâs biggest joke:
pretending that Light could ever hide.
As if the sun should feel embarrassed because clouds drift by.
So the next time shame comes knocking, smile at it.
Say: âThank you, but I am not a mistake. I am not a problem. I am Light. And Light has nothing to be ashamed of.â
With love and light,
G.