By Gonny 
One of the quiet traps for students of A Course in Miracles is giving
yourself a new, very spiritual outfit:
Said proudly.,…silently defended…..occasionally used to feel a little more awake than others.
The Course was never meant to become a badge, a role, or a personality upgrade. It was meant to undo the need for any identity at all.
Not to make us special, but to make us honest.
So how do you live the Course without wearing it like a label?
Very simply: You stay human. You remain someone who forgets, reacts, laughs, judges, notices…and then notices that you noticed.
That noticing is the practice.
The Course doesn’t ask you to walk through the world announcing Truth.
It asks you to walk through the world with a little less fear. And that
brings us to the real question many students secretly carry:
What actually changes if I follow this path? Not someday. Not after enlightenment…..but now in the supermarket, in my relationship..
…in my head at three o’clock in the morning ?
The answer is rarely dramatic. Because, we still get annoyed, we still have opinions, we still sometimes think: “Seriously?”
But something subtle shifts. There is a tiny pause between the reaction
and the belief in it. ACIM calls this a miracle: A shift in perception.
Not the disappearance of the ego, but the end of taking it so seriously.
And then there is real life. For exMple:
The gardener arrives. A kind, retired man. Not a deep conversationalist. Short answers. Friendly enough.
You don’t start talking about non-duality or the illusory nature of form.
You talk about the enormous firework bang in the neighborhood. One thing leads to another. And before you know it, you hear yourself commenting on society, politics, fear, “what they are doing now.”
And suddenly….oops. You hear yourself saying in your head: why am I talking like this? Where did the Course go?
And suddenly: what am I supposed to talk about then?
Here is a simple truth: You are not supposed to talk about anything
special. The Course never said: “Thou shalt not participate in ordinary conversations.”
It said: “I am never upset for the reason I think.”
The issue is not what we talk about.
It’s what we believe while we talk. We can mention fear without believing in it…we can describe anxiety without joining it….wecan even nod politely without mentally signing the contract.
Joining with a conversation is allowed. Losing yourself in fear is optional.
And yes, sometimes you notice too late.
Sometimes the realization comes afterwards, when the door is already closed and you think: “Huh… that wasn’t very Course-like.”
Good.
That moment of awareness is not failure, it is progress!
The ego wants consistency. The Holy Spirit works with honesty.
The Course doesn’t ask us to deny what’s happening in the world.
It asks us to remember where your safety truly is.
“I am not a body. I am free.” // “Nothing real can be threatened.”
These are not slogans to quote. The people around us are inner anchors, especially when no one is watching.
Living the Course is not about correcting conversations.
It is about correcting perception. Sometimes wewill forget. Sometimes we will blend in. Sometimes we will sound completely normal.
Perfect.
Awakening was never meant to make us strange. It was meant to make us gentler. And if at three in the morning our mind starts spinning again,
about the world, the future, the fear, we don’t have to fix it.
We only have to notice: “Oh… there it is again.”
And that quiet recognition is already the answer. Not dramatic. Not impressive. Just awake enough…
and human enough (but not too much
)
With love and light,
G.